AoyamaReika

A jolt sears through my chest My insides churn, my eyes twitch A light drizzle splashes on my cheeks Pitter, patter, now it's a downpour Little, dancing drops enjoying my demise Everything's blurry and hazy Silence screeches and deafens me Warmth suddenly engulfs me But I still feel cold Something soft caresses my face It's raining, but there's no umbrella I realize I didn't need one

It seems like my old friend Death is knocking on my door again. I'm tired of running away from him. I don't want to run anymore. I want to end this once and for all. But then what? Where will I go? I want my funeral to be a happy one. You can all mock me with your laughter. I doubt people with attend my wake. They don't care. I hate the water. I can't help but drown. I hate getting close to people. They all leave me in the end and talk about me behind my back. You love me when you need me to do you a favor. Or else, I'm more than the wind. I want to say I'm sorry. I'm done. I'm sorry I ignored you because I was hurt. I'm sorry you waste